Ash Wednesday 2022

This year, as we emerge
from the catacombs,
to tentatively recover
the physical elements
of faith that Covid has interrupted,

we come masked to receive
a sign that all should see.

As the ashes are imposed,
am I more conscious of my own frailty?

My life expectancy is less than it was last time …

I hobble back to my seat.

The dust is gathering
at the edges of my being.

The old enemy has me in his sights
and is poised to attack.

All he sees is dust and ashes …

like a city, bombed and blasted,
under the weight of an aggressor …
rubble covers the foundations
and all seems lost.

But,

it is the foundations
which matter …

All he can claim is
dust and ashes

“The Lord knows who are his …”

We bear the mark
of the Crucified One:
we have already died in him
and he lives in us …

In our weakness is his strength.

In our poverty are his riches wealth.

In our fear
is his good courage.

In our loss
he is everything.

So,

in the cruelty of this fallen world,
and with this feeble body,
lead me, Lord,
to serve and worship you
in the newness
of your risen life.

Maundy

He chose to wash disciples’ feet,
despite his majesty,
and showed them all the way of love,
his holy destiny.

Though tempted to refuse the Cup
he knows its history.
The Chosen One has made his choice
and drinks his destiny.

The Prince of Peace is judged by hate
though reason would him free.
This world will never let him rule
and change its destiny.

The Servant-King gives up his throne
to grip a cruel tree.
With hands held wide and crowned with thorns
he bore his destiny.

My God, my Saviour and my Friend
has suffered all for me.
He calls me to leave all for him
and share his destiny.

Now may I live as if I’ve died
to all that I might be
and rise with him, to live and love,
this is my destiny.



(c) Graham Oakes

Gethsemane Night

This deep and silent darkness,
this all too human fear;
this self-denying Deity,
this judgement drawing near.

This cool and fragrant garden,
this echo of the Fall;
this reason for his Passion,
this hard and heavy call.

This path of pain and sorrow,
this pruning of the bud;
this cup that must be taken,
this shedding of the blood.

This one last opportunity,
this choice to turn away;
this Love that answers for him,
this Will that means he'll stay.

This Father-Son communion,
this precious Trinity;
this loss of heaven's presence,
this fulfilled prophecy.

This waited for arrival,
this friend and solemn foe;
this end to end all endings,
this life to death must go.


(c) Graham Oakes